Tuesday, December 26, 2006
My Anchor in Life's Turmoil
So beautiful! :)) i saw someone's msn nick, "Be my Anchor in Life's Turmoil" and i thought of Jesus. So beautiful! He's like my Anchor that really holds me and roots me to His word, to His love. No matter how strong the waves of life, waves of problems, waves of emotion, waves of daily happenings, i may waver, i may sway, violently sometimes, but I
am held fast and held strong by Him, binded to His heart, secured in His love. Jesus! I love You! :)) I'm inseperable from You. Omigosh, so loved! :))
Haha, another that's been on my chest. I hate the way that somehow humans, namely me, sometimes perceive things to be according to my own emotions. Like how your impression or the way you see someone changes after someone else tells you something that person had done in the past or just simply the way your mind perceive them to be. Jesus, I thank You that You've given me your heart for people in my life. Let me see and treat them like You do Abba. :)) Amen! :))
Haha, oh ya, You know pride? Like I'd always pray that God takes it away. But each time it arises in my flesh, I'll think, "God, why haven't you taken it away?". But like Abba told me, "To take away your pride is to take away your flesh, your body.". Our Flesh is nothing good. Although there is still pride in my flesh (the sin of flesh) it doesn't condemn me cause Jesus took it to the cross. "Then how Abba, how? How do i live life with pride still in me?". Abba just reminded me! Like You know how Jesus called Peter to walk to Him, on the water with the storm still going on? He didn't calm the storm, He just called for Peter. Peter walked on water, keeping His eyes on Jesus, but once he looked at the storms, the scary waves, he started sinking. "This daughter, is how. :))". "Be Christ conciousnous, not you- concious. See Me in you. You hidden in Me. I'll live My life through you. You'll just need to walk beside me.". Amen! Anoited man. I'm just typing what my spirit says. Sometimes I'll be so astonished at what i'm typing, and think, "Gosh, all these are not from me! Am i a hypocrite, are these lies?" But
NO, Abba says "Dear, all these are from
ME. Haha, It's ok to feel astonish, remember I'm in You:)) " Abba, Abba, why do You love me so much? :)) Haha, I believe my future husband to be a man by His love, a man built upon Him, a man who turns to Christ every second, a man who knows His nothing without Christ, a man who is in Christ. Amen! Haha, just sense that in the Spirit. Girls, don't just settle for any guy that come along, have the best! Abba says "I have nothing but the best to give You!". Amen! I believe He has the best for me. But now, haha, I'm already married. To the Man of my dreams. :)) The best Man ever. "I'm the Best." says Jesus.
so exciting, will blog about this topic that's close to the heart of girls soon! :))
& HE ♥ her
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