Happy CNY
Handmade pineapple tarts in the making.
My Daddy loves me. I know so.
I only like the crackers.
You Are My Rock
There's a voice in the silencePirecing the darkness of my own selfish soulThere's a cry deep within meA yearning to feel You, I look to you LordI can't pretend I don't run from The feelings I'm trying to hideMust get the focuse off me and my problemsI look to the crossYou are my rock, on You I standSafe from the storms that surronds meYou're my only rock, in You I canDon't have to rely on my own strength The Truth is greater than the facts. And the Truth is, I know my
Jesus loves me.
Happy Chinese New Year dears.
Now gimme my hong bao.
& HE ♥ her
7:47:00 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Stinking Pride
Daddy, I give you my STINKING PRIDE. I live life knowing it's all in your hands. Not mine. Amen.
& HE ♥ her
9:02:00 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
MSN conversation with Char.
believe what you say will come to past-
I'm in love with a VERY romantic guy. No one's as romantic to die and shed innocent blood for me. (My nick)ChärMaiNe ___superly confused.™:
What's with the romantic?
believe what you say will come to past:
True mah. Jesus die for me wad.
ChärMaiNe ___superly confused.™::
What if a guy cut his wrist for you leh?
ChärMaiNe ___superly confused.™:
Innocent blood.
believe what you say will come to past::
=((
Haha. wanted to say I didn't liked scars but remembered that the nail pierced hands Jesus has are permenatly scarred for my
well great being, Amen? Daddy has the most beautiful hands. His scars were bored, for
ME. aww.
& HE ♥ her
4:03:00 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
My Jehovah Sebuah
He's my Jehovah Sebuah, and I don't have to worry anymore because he's fighting
ALL my battles. =))
& HE ♥ her
9:54:00 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Hotdogs
After reading
Kenny Sia’s recent hotdog post, I was reminded of the hotdog that I ate at Plaza Singapura about a week ago.
They had like, four different hotdogs. Pork Swiss Cheese, Spicy
something, Chicken with mushroom (!!!!) plus one more I forgot. X)
Hot from the grill!
For only $4.50, you could get a hotdog plus the toppings of your choice on a bun! The toppings are saurakeet (lettuce), cheese (!!!!) and onions. You could chose to add mayo, tomato, mustard on your hotdog too. =))
My chicken and mushroom hotdog with cheese plus mayo! X))
Charm had super lots of spicy
ness and onions!
YUM!
The shop (paiseh, forgot the name =(() is located at Plaza Singapura, B2, if I'm not mistaken,(It's one of the basements if I'm wrong) just beside Anderson's Ice Cream. It's a bit misleading though. Was confused and thought since when did Anderson's sell hotdogs. =)) Enjoy.
& HE ♥ her
8:36:00 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Update.
Bye, Adobe. Gonna miss you.
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Haven't been updating much lately. Having stuff in school with sec 1s and the class decorations. Been crying alot this week though. It doesn't has to be this way. All gone in Jesus name, Amen. =)) (I thank God I have a super duper nice chair-young-lady. =)))
On a total irrelevant note,
Brittany! I got my nose done! =))
Someone looks super
nuah...
Ouch.
Hersheys, vain pok! X))
& HE ♥ her
10:09:00 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Grace, Grace.
I'M SO FREAKIN' PISSED WITH MYSELF. NO CONDEMNATION.
& HE ♥ her
9:27:00 PM
Babes
Love this picture.
AWW.
Image taken from Charm.
& HE ♥ her
5:17:00 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Passage in Italics taken from
Man Of God, Immanuel, highlights mine.
Daddy Lord, I thank you that you've given you Son, so that I'll live a grace filled life. While other stress and pressure for what they want Daddy, you'll give it to me
Supernaturally . And I thank you that
everything's in your hands, I don't have to be anxious about anything.
And Daddy, thank you for your saving underserved Grace. ALL things work for GOOD those who love you and those whom you love. I love you because YOU loved me first. I qualify, because of your grace. Everything's gonna be alright. Amen. Daddy, and I thank you for Immanuel, for his ministering on his blog has really been a blessing to me. Amen. =))
& HE ♥ her
10:24:00 PM
Thoughts.
Ok. I've realised, these few days I've become very *teh. As in, I felt left out when the bunch of friends I'd recently been hanging out with sometimes forgot my existance. I don't blame them, the group I'd previously hung out with is being negleted, by yours truly, at this current moment. It's just what I feel. No condemnation though =)
I'm sorry, to the second group. I'm sorry. Even though I really didn't like what one of you said that day, it's not good that I induce guilt on you. It feels that you're grudgingly being so nice to me. Well, actually most of the times you are. =) I'm blessed to have friends like you.
And well, for the first group, no, I don't hate or spite you. =) It's just that I should stop trying so hard to get your attention. Trying by my own strength is saying that Daddy God's grace (underserved favour) is useless. You guys like me because of the favour of God, not by what I do. =) Amen. No condemnation. No hard feelings too yea? =)
So I guess, I'm back. Still very *teh, but towards my Daddy. 'Cause I know I can rely on Him. =) Who'll never ever let me down. =)
*teh:
1 Feeling of glueiness to someone or something.
2 To whine and plead in an almost irritating sad and innocent way; making yourself the poor thing you're not.
& HE ♥ her
9:14:00 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
How Delicious Can One Get?
It's official! I'm a FOODIE! =))
Food over the past three days...
Feeling full already.
& HE ♥ her
4:42:00 PM
Blessed And Anoited Babe
Charmaine, this post is for you. So read till the end kk.
Max Lucado is one anoited dude. I love "Come Thirsty". Really really super anoited. He really knows the grace God wants us to rely on. And I'm blessed, cause I'm gonna walk in the Spirit this year, being led by the Spirit amen?
And in "Come Thirsty", Max teaches us how to get more of the Spirit. Just by asking. No. You've not heard me wrong. Just ask and you will received. Amen. That set me thinking, yea, often I tend to mix Spiritual and Natural together into rojak. Like I thirst and hunger for more of the presence of God but I'll ask God, what should I DO to get more and not "Daddy, I want more. I know you've heard my prayer, I know you want to answer it, and I know you WILL answer it. Amen." .
Note; Daddy is not stingy with his presence, it's not that he only gives His presence in very little amount, NO, but His presence is so great, so anoited, so overwhelming. And you know something? Daddy's presence is always there. But sometimes I don't feel, literally, I don't feel his presence is there although I know It's there. But truth overcomes facts. And the truth of knowing that Daddy's presence is there will overcome the fact that you are not feeling His presence. And with knowing, feeling will just come naturally.
**** Charmaine, be blessed by this part. =) I love you babe.
And Charmaine, as to your comment "Jesus loves everyone. Even sinners like me.".
Dear, YES, you ARE a Sinner. But you know something, Jesus died for you on the cross. His work is FOR you and IN you. And I know you meant that ( "Jesus loves everyone. Even sinners like me.") in a condemning way. And by accepting condemnation, you're telling Jesus that His blood shed is not big enough to wash away your sins and not big enough to have cleanse you. For example, so what if you shouted at you mum. So what if you've used vugalrities? So what if you've told me to shut up? I still love you. How much more Jesus? Even if I don't love you, Daddy still does dear.
Here's a illustrated conversation between a man (who kept a sin ,he had commited, in his heart for many years and feels super condemned) and a sister of Christ who claims to speak to God often.
Man: "I don't believe you talk to God."
Woman: "I do."
Man: "Ok then. Then ask God what was the most horrible thing I've done and kept in my heart."
Woman: "Ok. I will."
The woman went home and went to the man the next day.
Man: "So, What did God say?"
Woman: "I DO NOT REMEMBER."
The point here is not whether the woman did or did not talk to God, but the writer of this illustrates the grace and the mercy of Daddy God. If He des not remember the man's most horrible crime, how much more the little ones? This, of course, does not gives you the authority to sin. But it is by GRACE, (Underserved favour) that even when you sin accidently, (No matter big or small sins), you know that Daddy has already forgiven you and still loves you. Amen? Grace grace.
Ok. I'm done with my preaching. It wasn't me. It was the holy spirit, giving me revalations. I alone couldn't have came up with that. It's because of the Father's work for me on the cross, in me. Amen. Anoited man. Daddy's so sweet. Daddy, I want more of your Spirit and I want your Spirit to have all of me.
& HE ♥ her
7:46:00 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Dreams Fufilled
2006's gonna be a year where dreams are fufilled! So watcha waiting for? DARE TO DREAM FO MORE! It's in Daddy's hands. Amen.
Was feeling a little dry a few days ago, so I bought this.
But after D.A.R.E service today, I was refreshed. And I know I'm gonna be COMPLETELY REFRESHED. Amen. =)) sweet sweet Jesus. I know this book is SO gonna be a blessing to me. =))
& HE ♥ her
9:16:00 PM
GRACE
Oh, did I mention that the maths teacher I horribly disliked and wished that something horrible would happen to him he wouldn't teach me for sec 2 has been transferred to a God-knows-what school. If it's not GRACE, then what could it be?! X))
& HE ♥ her
8:11:00 PM
Holy Spririt Charged.
Inspiration from Pastor Mark's Believe In The Truth And You Shall Walk In The Truth (Amen.) Sermon. =))
That's a Ferrari F430 Spider by the way. Quite sat right?!
& HE ♥ her
6:52:00 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
I Love Becasue I'm First Loved
Hello people! Today was ABSOLUTELY GREAT!!!!! =)) first day of school. Haha. I saw this bunch of Sec 1, well actually, almost the whole cohort, and they were lined into nine lines and I saw my favourite line! The one with a girl holding a 1/9 signboard!!!! (Ok, I'm biased.) I had to resist the urge (I was SUPER tempted!) to go up to the girls (of 1/9) and scream, "GOOD CLASS, GREAT CLASS, NO WAIT, BEST CLASS!!!!" But I didn't la. The discipline mistress walking around. Must be demure. =))
Anyway, during recess I spotted some sec 1 with those BIG, HUGE, BULKY name tags, and I sorta peered into two of thems', and I saw their class, 1E9! Ok, couldn't resist anymore, so I did what I'd wanted to do. =) They looked pretty freaked out though, when I exclaimed that those were our juniors when I met some of my classmates, which made them hurry up the stairs looking a bit frightened.
OKAY. I GOT NOMINATED AS VICE- CHAIR. They even wanted me to be Chair. (As in, Chairman of the class. Not armCHAIR.) =XX
Ok. By Daddy's grace, I'll be a good vice chair, AMEN?! =)) Yea. I know so.
CSI time, bye. I know I've been blessed. =)) Amen.
& HE ♥ her
9:52:00 PM
AMEN.
This year, as we grow younger looking (AMEN!!!! MINE!) ,we will grow greater in our spirtitual beings and we will grow greater in revalations also, AMEN Aren't you excited?!
WAH.......... CAN'T WAIT FOR THE BLESSINGS OF 2006. SUPER EXCITED.
& HE ♥ her
12:56:00 PM
2006- Year of Daddy God's Princess, ME! =))
I am my Jesus's most beloved, dearest, prettiest, loveliest, babelicious, wonderful, glorious, sattest, anoited bride only by GRACE!!!!!! Amen.
& HE ♥ her
6:52:00 PM
