Sunday, December 31, 2006

Christ is me, hope of all glory

"Christ in you will manifest wisdom greater than all the brilliant minds in the academic world. " - New Creation Chruch's Daily Devotional.

Amen. I believe and I receive.

& HE ♥ her
12:25:00 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

My Anchor in Life's Turmoil

So beautiful! :)) i saw someone's msn nick, "Be my Anchor in Life's Turmoil" and i thought of Jesus. So beautiful! He's like my Anchor that really holds me and roots me to His word, to His love. No matter how strong the waves of life, waves of problems, waves of emotion, waves of daily happenings, i may waver, i may sway, violently sometimes, but I am held fast and held strong by Him, binded to His heart, secured in His love. Jesus! I love You! :)) I'm inseperable from You. Omigosh, so loved! :))

Haha, another that's been on my chest. I hate the way that somehow humans, namely me, sometimes perceive things to be according to my own emotions. Like how your impression or the way you see someone changes after someone else tells you something that person had done in the past or just simply the way your mind perceive them to be. Jesus, I thank You that You've given me your heart for people in my life. Let me see and treat them like You do Abba. :)) Amen! :))

Haha, oh ya, You know pride? Like I'd always pray that God takes it away. But each time it arises in my flesh, I'll think, "God, why haven't you taken it away?". But like Abba told me, "To take away your pride is to take away your flesh, your body.". Our Flesh is nothing good. Although there is still pride in my flesh (the sin of flesh) it doesn't condemn me cause Jesus took it to the cross. "Then how Abba, how? How do i live life with pride still in me?". Abba just reminded me! Like You know how Jesus called Peter to walk to Him, on the water with the storm still going on? He didn't calm the storm, He just called for Peter. Peter walked on water, keeping His eyes on Jesus, but once he looked at the storms, the scary waves, he started sinking. "This daughter, is how. :))". "Be Christ conciousnous, not you- concious. See Me in you. You hidden in Me. I'll live My life through you. You'll just need to walk beside me.". Amen! Anoited man. I'm just typing what my spirit says. Sometimes I'll be so astonished at what i'm typing, and think, "Gosh, all these are not from me! Am i a hypocrite, are these lies?" But NO, Abba says "Dear, all these are from ME. Haha, It's ok to feel astonish, remember I'm in You:)) " Abba, Abba, why do You love me so much? :)) Haha, I believe my future husband to be a man by His love, a man built upon Him, a man who turns to Christ every second, a man who knows His nothing without Christ, a man who is in Christ. Amen! Haha, just sense that in the Spirit. Girls, don't just settle for any guy that come along, have the best! Abba says "I have nothing but the best to give You!". Amen! I believe He has the best for me. But now, haha, I'm already married. To the Man of my dreams. :)) The best Man ever. "I'm the Best." says Jesus.

so exciting, will blog about this topic that's close to the heart of girls soon! :))

& HE ♥ her
1:43:00 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

Blessed Christmas! :))

hey beloveds, Blessed Christmas! :)) He's the reason for the season :)) thanks for all the presents, they really get back year after year! :D love them so much, but better still, i love the friends and fellowship but best, i love celebrating Jesus! :))

Anyway, Daddy has been putting something on my heart that i would like to share. It's about Seasons. Haha, something like seasons in a year, winter, fall, autum, summer... but what i mean is seasons in our life. We all have dreams in life right? Like, I wanna lead people in Jesus presence (Amen!), I want to lead the youths to Jesus (You provide, Abba!) or I wanna sing for His glory!!!! (Yes, ME! :)). And we know Abba desires most to give you the things you desire, fufilling your dreams. But recently I began questioning God why some dreams I've desire is not happening now. I asked Abba, "Abba, didn't You say this is a year of dreams fufilled? Why don't i see my some of my desires coming to past? Why do others have their dreams fufilled while I feel left out when they share about it?!". But You know what Abba said? "Listen dear, Believe Me, Trust Daddy, I have good things for you, I have only the best for your life, and with all I have for you, I will provide, supply and make a way. But your season will come, and enjoy the journey there, and when it comes, it will be good! ". Amen! Amen!

Actually it does make sense. I had this desire to be a Youth Leader and like during EJ camp 2 a leader laid hands and began prophesizing and told me she saw a Shepherd's heart for the youths in me (According to Your word, it be done! Amen!) and then i asked Daddy, " Abba, You already told me through her that You gave me a shepherd's heart for the youths, why not make me a YL now?!". Praise Jesus for Katie, she shared with me something so powerful. I believe Jesus said through her, " You know gina, enjoy your journey as an mm, cause it'll be over sooner than you think, and before you know it, God cause you to arise to a higher level. So really, enjoy being an mm.". Then it hit me. It's a priviledge to be an mm. It's by grace that I'm even a mighty (wo)man! And to think of it, like I'm only sec 2, i have a strict 10-11 pm curfew, how in the world can i be expected to spend time with my youths and still rush home? In His time, everything is and will be perfect, Amen. So exciting.

Abba, i really thank You for the life I'm living now! It's only by Your love i can live a life of true grace. :D My giants are bread man! :)) Love you all, Abba, Jesus, I love you cause You super super super super (x 100000000000000000000000000 x1000000000000000 and more) loved me first.

I'm the reason He gave His life.
I'm the reason he hung crying in the rain on a dark and cloudy night.
He's the reason I live for.

& HE ♥ her
1:20:00 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Today's Devotional...

God Is Raining Blessings On You

Deuteronomy 28:1212
The Lord will open to you His good treasure, the heavens, to give the rain to your land in its season, and to bless all the work of your hand. You shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow.

Rain represents blessings in the Bible. Even today, Israelis thank God when it rains because they know that when God gives them rain, their blessings will be plentiful. Their cattle will feed in large pastures and eat cured, winnowed fodder. And when they see rivers and streams of water flowing from their mountains and hills (Isaiah 30:23-25), they know that times of refreshing have come.
Likewise, you can expect God to rain His blessings on you and bless the work of your hands. Then you will come to a place where you will "lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow". In fact, Jesus wants you to know that this is a blessing He has paid for for you to have because when He died, He did not even have a tomb of His own. He was laid in a borrowed tomb so that you can have the power to lend.
Indeed, our church bears testimony to this blessing. When I first joined this church full-time, it was a very small church of 100-odd members. The Lord has, however, rained His blessings on us and blessed all the work of our hands. Today, we have a congregation of more than 13,000 members and we are still growing. In fact, our church is lending its support to many ministries, both locally and overseas. We continue to see God pouring His blessings of prosperity and increase on us, and we thank Him for all the good things that are happening to us.
In the natural, there is nothing you can do about the rain but to let it fall. So just expect God to rain His blessings on you and let them fall! And you will be blessed with more than enough, so that after your needs and your family's needs are met, you can be a channel of blessing to others too!

Copyright Joseph Prince, 2006. All rights reserved.

Amen!, i thank God for the heavy rain outside! I love it when it rains :)) Praise Jesus. Abba, i thank You even though my temper is bad sometimes, your blessings still rains on me :)) And i can do nothing about it! Praise Jesus mans. Amen, fill me so i can be a blessing to others :)) Hidden in Christ, everyday Him living through me. :)) So cool!!!!

& HE ♥ her
2:44:00 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

PRAISE JESUS!

God has been moving so mightly even after camp! On sat, Gelin shared during leadership that God used the hotdogs me, shu and nikki babes brought for potbless! At first we thought there was a bbq, as the pit was booked, but in the end only have a potbless, so we thought our hotdogs were a mistake. But praise Jesus, (i left early for choir prac :)) they MMs used it as a reason to approach some ah bengs at the other pit and invited them to D.A.R.E. I was really like PRAISE JESUS! :)) At first i wanted to get tibits instead of uncooked hotdogs. And gelin was like, "Who brings uncooked food to a potbless?" during leadership and Abba said, "I do. " :)) so cool right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus!!!!! I love you Abba, You love me so so so much! :)) Haha, I'm married to a 33 year old super super super (to infinite) dude, who loves me super much and care for me, died for me, embraces me, loves me...!!!!!! Jeusus!!!! I love you! :)) even through the bad times, I know You love me.

*If you're still wondering who's the dude I'm married to, He's Jesus :))

& HE ♥ her
11:14:00 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

EJ CAMP 2

EJ camp 2 is seriously nothing i'd imagined. it was everything i've expected and so so so so so so much more! :)) He's really a God of Abundance. I'd really had fun with the games and my Daregroup family but what i loved about the camp was jsut seeing Abba move so mightly. :))

On the first day, i couldn't feel His love and Him moving for and in me during P&W, and focused on not feeling His love rather than knowing that He LOVES me, getting depressed and sad. But praise Jesus for leaders over my lives. :)) Anjo and Coach Joy and Katie shared with me and Anjo gave me an example. Like sometimes, when she tickles someone, they know it but they do not laugh. However sometimes the person she tickles knows that she's tickling them and they laugh. It's lik even though i cannot feel Him, i know He is moving and He loves me! :))

Second day was just amazing. Abba flooded my heart with His love and Pastor Dan called for those who wanted to know how large their Abba is and I went up and he prayed for me. God spoke through him and told me that i was called for great things and not to look at how small i am but to look at Him; that He is my Jehovah Jireh and He's my supplier. And i really caught the largness and the greatness of my Daddy. :)) And at the end of P&W pastor Dan said to look forward to the next day because it's gonna be double portion and i was like, "JESUS! :)) Today already so much and tomorrow is double portion!" So exciting!

It was double portion all right :)) This time, leaders went around with annoiting oil to pray for the youths. Abba spoke through many and this time, He told me to go and live a life of true grace, a life undeserved favour. It's really double portion! He supplies and I live! Praise Jesus! :)) He told me that i have a shepherd's heart for the youths and that he annoits me with music to praise Him. I really had fun praising Him on stage :)) All for His glory, not mine :))
All my beloved Super D family. I'm really proud of all of you and i believe that you are all Daddy's best for me :))
I love my Mighty Man family! You guys/ babes and really people i really enjoyed and love to be with. Praise Jesus :))))

Yea, and i shared this on the last night and then many told me that my testimony blessed them and i was so touched! Me? Daddy used me to bless them! It was really really really my blessing to be a blessing :)) Praise Jesus. Abba, i thank You for this camp Abba, i thank you it's sealed and everything you blessed me with this camp, it'll happen in the days ahead. Thank You for my portion. Abba, Jesus, i love You. :))

& HE ♥ her
5:30:00 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

ENCOUNTER JESUS CAMP 2! :))

Camp is 9 hours away! :)) yayayayayay! Jesus, so exciting, cn't wait to enjoy all that You've prepared for me! :)) Love you!!!! :))

& HE ♥ her
9:58:00 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Benjamin Generation

Evangline (My Blessing!!! :))) was sharing with me about the Benjamin Generation on sat night. :)) And Jacob's son Benjamin, was hardly mention in the bible for having mighty faith or doing mighty exploits, but why did Jacob favour him so much so that he said "If you take Him away for me, I will go to my grave". (smth along those lines.)

And it's really depicts the love of the Father for me. And she told me this story about Kenneth Copeland. He and his team of missionarys were sent by God to Alaska for a mission trip. They were sent to the a particular group of people, the Eskimos. They had difficulties, hardships (but God was there:)) and after all they had done, only one got saved. I looked at her, and asked disspointedly, "huh? How come?". I felt dissapointed that only one got saved. Then she went on to tell me that when this one man got saved, he said that about 25 years ago, he kneeled and cried out that he was certain there was a true God. Although he didn't know who, or where or what, he was certain he would come to know the only one true God one day. And we really believed God sent His missionary just for that precious soul. Praise Jesus! :)) And no matter how long, God is still faithful. He is Good.

I was thinking about her story just now when Abba said, "Dear, it's not the quantity of the people. Don't be dissapointed even if few souls are saved because i see each and every one of them as an individual and i rejoice in their salvation.". We're not a face in the crowd, He sees us as one! Even if one soul got saved, he would still be precious to Jesus and God! So so precious! This reminds me of the parable of the lost sheep. The shepherd left a herd of 99 sheep just to find the one missing sheep. I used to think the other 99 sheeps were angels who were good and holy and i was the one naughty sheep. Evangeline told me that he went after the one lost sheep because the shepherd loves it the most. I say AMEN! to that! I'm the one sheep Jesus loves! :)) Praise praise Jesus!!!!! You be so so blessed if you know how much Abba loves You! :))

*I sang at last DARE. Abba, i thank You, everything i do is to glorify you! My pride cannot sastisfy me. Only You can. You love me! :))

& HE ♥ her
11:00:00 PM