So Precious!
I said it so many times, but Jesus is so so good la! :))
Yesterday, at DARE, coach Joy told me that she wanted me to join her in the copywriting department. So priviledged! :)) ya, and me and Katie got the priviledge to talk to some youths who had testimonies to share about camp. (We were supposed to collate and write in 1st person style). And so amazing! Their testimonials are like mindblowing! Jesus is so good! Like how God led this precious boy to DARE; he was led to take bus 700 to Suntec, went to every floor, and finally reached 6th floor, which happened to be a DARE day! I know it must be Jesus :))
But somehow i started to feel abit bored. Then i asked Daddy, "Oh no, am I really called for this? Am i gonna be bored during future sessions like these? Daddy! Why am I here?" .
And this precious precious beloved sister :)) She was telling us about her testimonial, and i think she was prompted by the Spirit, and she shared about how she wanted to lose weight and even saw herself slim and hanging out with her friends. Amen to that! (This vision will come true! Amen! ) And i was like "Oh mi gosh. Praise Jesus!" I was so astounded by her Spirit of courage, that she dared to share. Cause i went through the exact same thing, and then, i didn't dare to share with anyone! And i took out my bus pass and showed her, "You know, this is how i look. I used to be 64 kg but God really took away all the extra weight.". And like i shared with her how i use to fail and fail, trying to lose weight, until i gave everything to Jesus, and how in an instance i lost weight like i never did! :)) Praise Jesus! He used me to be a testimony! I felt so priviledged!
And then i heard Jesus said, "This is why I placed you here. I don't want you to keep sharing and sharing without receiving. Feed on me first before I feed others through you." . i just cried.
Thank You Jesus, You love me so so much. Thank You Abba, that i went through times like those just to come up higher and brighter, and a trophy and testimony to others going through times like that. Time like that, that they need to be reminded of Your faithfulness, of Your love, and Your heart for them. :)) I love You.
Anyway, I'm going to OBS tomorrow! It's gonna be a time of enjoyment and not dread, toned arms and legs, and no injuries! (Amen, i claimed that and i'm covered in Jesus blood!) :)) gonna be fun! Haha. Evan shared with me something so interesting! I love Daddy's word!
Like how people think chocolate are fattening. But God said that He would bring the children of Israel into "a land flowing with milk and honey". According to the world, milk and honey are fattening stuff, but do you really think God would bring them into that land and them watch them die of obesity? No! :)) i really believe what you believe is very important. Chocolates are not fattening, and so are other food that i like! Amen. (I'm not trying to phycho myself, where the word of a king there is power and a word of a priest there is truth, Amen!) But of course, partake with wisdom. Gluttony isn't of God. :))
And do you know french kissing is in the bible? With your spouse, that is! Song of Solomon 4: 11,
"Your lips, O my spouse
drip as the honeycomb;
Honey and milk are under your tongue;
And the fragrance of your garments
Is like the fragrance of Lebanon. "
Btw, you could only get to taste the honey and milk uner your spouse's tongue unless your tongue is under his/her 's right? And she shared that worshiping Jesus is so intimate, just like french kissing my Jesus, so sweet! :)) haha, really enjoyed worship with my DARE blessed friends, they're really growing to be mighty people in His kingdom.
& HE ♥ her
10:22:00 PM
Admist the storms...
Lord I come,
to sit at Your feet,
To behold,
Your Beauty.
Speak Your Word,
Your voice i will heed,
Let Your Prescence,
Fall over me.
Jesus, i thank You, You're are admist all the rushing and frenzied craze of my heart, i thank You, You are my peace. You're the peace i need. I thank You even in the storm, You are my stillness and my sanctuary. You wrap me like a Father, engulfing my childish fears. The beat of Your heart chases away every fear, doubt, bad emotions. The warmth of Your bosom just makes me wanna rest in Your embrace for ever.
Abba, i thank You, You'll never shortchange me. Life will
never shortchange me. I thank You, You specially placed me and put me somewhere I'm best for, and somewhere that's best for me. I thank You, You will never put me in a place where i wouldn't grow. I thank You, You'll never put me in a place that i'll not be happy. Amen, I thank You You love me. :)) Amen. Amen. All glory and all praise be unto You. I love you Abba.
& HE ♥ her
9:59:00 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Jesus, i need you.
My cry for you rings out loud in the hollow hall, but I know you're here holding on to me, no matter how this world turns.
& HE ♥ her
10:07:00 PM
Blessed 2007 :))
Hey blessed ones, blessed 2007 :)) double portion, double accleration! :)) Pastor Prince asked the congregation to ask God for three things for 2007, but I asked for 4. (He's a God of Abundance! :)) which are:
1. Good grades- for sec 3 or any other academic levels, this is very important. I pray that Christ in me will excel in my studies and grace, His favour and His wisdom will be in my Sec 3 year. :))
2. Lead Worship- It doesn't have to be a large scale thing like leading worship on stage but even in my DAREgroup or small groups of 4-5 :)) Amen! Haha, Daddy'll provide His grace, favour and His way! Amen!
3. To catch the heart of the purpose of doing things rather than wanting the title- "Why do you wanna be a YL, why do you wanna be an MM, why do you wanna be a worship leader, why do you wanna be a pastor?". It's not because than people would call you a "Pastor/ worship leader/ MM/ YL etc..." or so that you can say, I'm a Pastor/ worship leader/ MM/ YL etc.... You want it cause you have a heart for the youths, have a passion to lead people into His presence and to glorify Him by preaching His word and setting people free from the lies of the world! Jesus, let me have Your heart, amen!
4. Be really full of Christ and see the overflow impact others- I really want to be like full, Jesus just feeding feeding, pumping His goodness, His truths, His mercy, His love, All of Him in to me so much so that I burst with His manifestation and the overflow blesses and really impact lives! Then again, remember it's Him and not me ;) And like really see my self grow tremendously in the Spirit. Not only like seeing as a bystander but really personally experiencing the growth. Amen! Enough said.
Abba, i thank you, You're my desire. All else just comes supernatually by Your grace. Amen.
What did you ask Abba for? :))
& HE ♥ her
1:26:00 PM
