Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Jesus Lover Of My Sole :))

Prettay right?! Abba really loves me. :D A few months back, i saw this pretty white wedge from U.R.S but they didn't have my size and i had to go to like hougang to get one of my size so i just trusted Abba to gimme a good wedge for a lesser price. Months passed and i forgot and gave up hope cause all the wedges i saw costed almost like the same price.

Two days ago, i went shopping with Charmaine and we went into Novo at Suntec. I was looking at their 50% (last pair) off shoes, and discovered that this wedge was just right for me! I was even thinking before that "Whoa mans, if no one buys these last pairs, they (Novo) would be forever stuck with them!". Praise Jesus mans. Glad to be a blessing! :)) And i got them for only $24.80! Praise Jesus right! :))

Praise Jesus, He remembers even the littlest thing. Abba, I'm trusting my lips, my saturday programme and dressing that they'll prosper in Your hands, Amen!

Btw, if your parents ever tell you not to sit two leggedly on the chair, listen to them. Look what happened to my lips. Haha. Praise God i didn't chip my tooth, although i distinctly remembered hitting my tooth on the table. Praise Jesus. I miss my smooth lips. Abba, restore them!

& HE ♥ her
12:22:00 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Thank God

Thank God for placing spiritual leaders in my life that i can share and talk with. Thank You Abba. I thank You You love me, and Christ, my hubby simply adores and loves me and i'm His sweet sweet delightful bride. Amen. :)) Sealed by His kiss. :)) Completed by His kiss.

& HE ♥ her
12:31:00 AM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Jesus, You love me.

have been quite busy lately. i have to do designs for pub shirt, pasint the hillsongs boxes, attend skit/dance meeting for mm. thank God that Jesus is in the midst of all these. It's not something i have to do, it's something i wanna do :)) really priviledged. Thank God for char, denise, shu, gillian, denise and elaine for their help.I appreciate you all and char, thanks for the extra time spent:)) And i really believe it will turn out good, because Jesus is here! :))

Another thing is, i can't stand the way i'm suppossed to put on a front when actually i don't feel that way. my mum just berated me for stating some facts infront of her friend. the reason why i was so concerned about those "facts" was because i knew my mum would be worrid about them and she said that i was inpolite and what not. I am NOT in Jesus name! Abba, you'll never fail me. Abba, you love me. Even when men fail me. Abba, is it wrong just to be truthful or what?

& HE ♥ her
10:40:00 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Jesus' Precious Beloved Princess :))

DARE was just awesome. Because Jesus was there. :)) the message preached by Deaconess was good and the worship was solid mans. Praise Jesus. Nearing the end of the service, she has an alter call for people who were going through a "dry season" in their spiritual walk. My heart beat super fast; i could here it pounding beneath my chest. And i knew Abba was calling me, cause I haven't had oppressions or troubles recently but i just feel siansation and keep praying for a revival of my heart. Usually when i want to go up to get prayed for, i always feel shy and wait for others to go first. But it was different. There was a boldness and a supernatural sense of courage, and i stepped up. Praise Jesus. Deaconess laid hands on me and began prophesizing and what Daddy put in her was so true and real to me. He told me to stop worrying and letting go of stuff into His hands and that I am His beloved and He loves me and stuff that I've forgotten but they're seeds sowed in me that would grow, Amen! And I just cried and cried. After DARE, I shared with Deaconess about how i got so angry with my bro for not cleaning up after the dog and how i just lost my anger like I haven't been (for quite some time) and how aghast i was. And Deaconess said that this is looking to my self. The flesh has nothing good, so even if i blow it, and lose it or screw up, i do not have to feel condemn, cause Jesus paid for my sins, my temper outbursts, my every dirty and unworthiness. Praise Jesus. Hallelujiah. Deaconess is so precious to me, my blessin. Thank You Abba. And she said that I should stop trying to pull down the revival and just receive. Amen! It's tiring trying to pull down heaven thinking that i can succeed. All i need is to ask, believe and received. In Jesus name, Amen! Thank You Abba, i'm not out of sight nor out of mind, You love me. Your perfect love casts out all my fears. :)) You love me.

& HE ♥ her
7:52:00 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Thank You Jesus

Subject combination B9 was taken off, but Daddy gave me B7, my second choice. Thank You Abba, You know best. :)) No Physic- Praise Jesus! :))

& HE ♥ her
7:58:00 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

The Blessed Beloved Whom Jesus Loves

Jesus loves me

Abba, saturate me in Your love. Abba, give me a listening and understanding heart and the conciousnous of how big you are Abba. Let me not just know it in my heart, but also my heart Abba. Abba, i thank You, You have given me the spirit of sonship and not fear and Abba, You love me, and Your Love is CONSTANT! I surrender Lord, I'm nothing without You. Help me keep my eyes on Your love, Abba, why do i keep wavering? Lord I thank You no matter how shakey i can be, I thank You, You're constant and unfailing, Amen! I love you Lord. :))

& HE ♥ her
10:17:00 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

You Love Me Lord

Abba, i haven't been this angry for so long Abba.
I thank You, You still love me, You forgive me NOW.
*Hugs*

& HE ♥ her
11:10:00 PM

:))

If there's one plac the devil can't touch you, it's in the Lord's love. :))
Believe Jesus loves you, He does :))

Religion just puts a barrier between the intimacy of you and the Father. Abba, i thank You we are so close. Cease me to be so tight with You, that we are One. In Jesus name, Amen! so much expectations for camp :)) I feel it's like a dam of blessing, the water's rising higher and higher, and the floodgates will just be open and waters of revival and blessing and His love will just flood into my life. I'm exicited! :)) Abba Abba, You love me! :))

& HE ♥ her
7:27:00 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Shalom:))

haha, the title doesn't really have anything to do with what i post but anyways...

today's training (MMs skit and dance) was really superb. although i was highly anticipating to play mafia and other bonding games with my fellow MMs, the sharing session with them was more precious. :)) praise Jesus mans. To serve the Lord is really a priviledge :))

Yea, and i was sharing with some good friends about my journey into serving and joining the leadership; my mindset and heart being changed from pride to priviledge. It's really nothing about showing off but all about Him and his overflow of grace :))

And we were asked about our expectations for camp and here are some of mine
1. To really see and experience His revival in my life
2. before i can become a good shepherd, i have to be a good sheep. I want to become a good sheep, being transforming more and more into the likeness of Christ and that could only happen by beholding Him. :)) Praise Jesus right, He makes everything so easy for us. Normally we complicate situations ourselves.

and Amen to all that, Jesus have never failed me and even when i used to go to camp without expectations, He'ld still fill me up. Praise praise Jesus. :)) And one of my dear friend told me she was glad i really shared, cause when others see then they would be like, "oh, she did that!", "she shared, so i could share too!". Amen, i used to not want to share because i was scared of losing face if i said something stupid, but Christ wisdom is in me, i have the mind of Christ! So it's not my words but His. Amen. Share if you have things to share, don't rob the people of His words. btw, no condemnation yea? :))

Praise praise Jesus mans. So in love with You Jesus. I thank You Your love for me is not based on feelings. :)) i love You! :))

& HE ♥ her
10:29:00 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Value

Daddy has been showing me posts about self esteem these few days. Sometimes i think i look good when i feel good about myself, but other times, when i feel lousy, you know what happens. But then Abba has been pointing me back to the cross. It's no longer I but Christ as my identity, and I don't have to hunger for the men's approval and praise, my Abba knows, love and delights in me! I'm my Abba's happy thought. :)) Wordly love is not the most important thing (it fails at times), my Jesus is, He's more than enough and never fail.

Abba, teach my heart, point me to the cross everytime i look at the waves, Abba. Not me but Christ. It would be an insult to look at myself when it has already been acomplished at the cross! Amen. :)) Thank You Abba. :))

Today i saw a little cute boy (about Pri 1). So cuteeeee! School has just finished, and he was running to his maid and then he flung his school bag on the floor and sorta like purposly ran into this metal box thingy near the road.I immediatly broke into a smile. So innocent Lord, let my mind be like that, pure and filled with the wisdom and revalation of Christ. In Jesus name, Amen!

& HE ♥ her
10:23:00 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

mms meeting

I'd enjoyed myself so much yesterday. the MMs of DARE are sooooo happening, funky, funny... haha. Jesus loves me! :))

& HE ♥ her
10:46:00 PM