Saturday, December 09, 2006
EJ CAMP 2
EJ camp 2 is seriously nothing i'd imagined. it was everything i've expected and so so so so so so much more! :)) He's really a God of Abundance. I'd really had fun with the games and my Daregroup family but what i loved about the camp was jsut seeing Abba move so mightly. :))
On the first day, i couldn't feel His love and Him moving for and in me during P&W, and focused on not feeling His love rather than knowing that He LOVES me, getting depressed and sad. But praise Jesus for leaders over my lives. :)) Anjo and Coach Joy and Katie shared with me and Anjo gave me an example. Like sometimes, when she tickles someone, they know it but they do not laugh. However sometimes the person she tickles knows that she's tickling them and they laugh. It's lik even though i cannot feel Him, i know He is moving and He loves me! :))
Second day was just amazing. Abba flooded my heart with His love and Pastor Dan called for those who wanted to know how large their Abba is and I went up and he prayed for me. God spoke through him and told me that i was called for great things and not to look at how small i am but to look at Him; that He is my Jehovah Jireh and He's my supplier. And i really caught the largness and the greatness of my Daddy. :)) And at the end of P&W pastor Dan said to look forward to the next day because it's gonna be double portion and i was like, "JESUS! :)) Today already so much and tomorrow is double portion!" So exciting!
It was double portion all right :)) This time, leaders went around with annoiting oil to pray for the youths. Abba spoke through many and this time, He told me to go and live a life of true grace, a life undeserved favour. It's really double portion! He supplies and I live! Praise Jesus! :)) He told me that i have a shepherd's heart for the youths and that he annoits me with music to praise Him. I really had fun praising Him on stage :)) All for His glory, not mine :))
All my beloved Super D family. I'm really proud of all of you and i believe that you are all Daddy's best for me :))
I love my Mighty Man family! You guys/ babes and really people i really enjoyed and love to be with. Praise Jesus :))))
Yea, and i shared this on the last night and then many told me that my testimony blessed them and i was so touched! Me? Daddy used me to bless them! It was really really really my blessing to be a blessing :)) Praise Jesus. Abba, i thank You for this camp Abba, i thank you it's sealed and everything you blessed me with this camp, it'll happen in the days ahead. Thank You for my portion. Abba, Jesus, i love You. :))
& HE ♥ her
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