Monday, December 25, 2006
Blessed Christmas! :))
hey beloveds, Blessed Christmas! :)) He's the reason for the season :)) thanks for all the presents, they really get back year after year! :D love them so much, but better still, i love the friends and fellowship but best, i
love celebrating Jesus! :))
Anyway, Daddy has been putting something on my heart that i would like to share. It's about Seasons. Haha, something like seasons in a year, winter, fall, autum, summer... but what i mean is seasons in our life. We all have dreams in life right? Like, I wanna lead people in Jesus presence (Amen!), I want to lead the youths to Jesus (You provide, Abba!) or I wanna sing for His glory!!!! (Yes, ME! :)). And we know Abba desires most to give you the things you desire, fufilling your dreams. But recently I began questioning God why some dreams I've desire is not happening
now. I asked Abba, "Abba, didn't You say this is a year of dreams fufilled? Why don't i see my some of my desires coming to past? Why do others have their dreams fufilled while I feel left out when they share about it?!". But You know what Abba said? "Listen dear, Believe Me, Trust Daddy, I have
good things for you, I have only the best for your life, and with all I have for you, I will provide, supply and make a way. But your season will come, and enjoy the journey there, and when it comes, it will be good! ". Amen! Amen!
Actually it does make sense. I had this desire to be a Youth Leader and like during EJ camp 2 a leader laid hands and began prophesizing and told me she saw a Shepherd's heart for the youths in me (According to Your word, it be done! Amen!) and then i asked Daddy, " Abba, You already told me through her that You gave me a shepherd's heart for the youths, why not make me a YL
now?!". Praise Jesus for Katie, she shared with me something so powerful. I believe Jesus said through her, " You know gina, enjoy your journey as an mm, cause it'll be over sooner than you think, and before you know it, God cause you to arise to a higher level. So really, enjoy being an mm.". Then it hit me. It's a priviledge to be an mm. It's by grace that I'm even a mighty (wo)man! And to think of it, like I'm only sec 2, i have a strict 10-11 pm curfew, how in the world can i be expected to spend time with my youths and still rush home? In His time, everything is and will be perfect, Amen. So exciting.
Abba, i really thank You for the life I'm living
now! It's only by Your love i can live a life of true grace. :D My giants are bread man! :)) Love you all, Abba, Jesus, I love you cause You super super super super (x 100000000000000000000000000 x1000000000000000 and more) loved me first.
I'm the reason He gave His life.
I'm the reason he hung crying in the rain on a dark and cloudy night.
He's the reason I live for.
& HE ♥ her
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