Sunday, November 19, 2006

Jesus' Precious Beloved Princess :))

DARE was just awesome. Because Jesus was there. :)) the message preached by Deaconess was good and the worship was solid mans. Praise Jesus. Nearing the end of the service, she has an alter call for people who were going through a "dry season" in their spiritual walk. My heart beat super fast; i could here it pounding beneath my chest. And i knew Abba was calling me, cause I haven't had oppressions or troubles recently but i just feel siansation and keep praying for a revival of my heart. Usually when i want to go up to get prayed for, i always feel shy and wait for others to go first. But it was different. There was a boldness and a supernatural sense of courage, and i stepped up. Praise Jesus. Deaconess laid hands on me and began prophesizing and what Daddy put in her was so true and real to me. He told me to stop worrying and letting go of stuff into His hands and that I am His beloved and He loves me and stuff that I've forgotten but they're seeds sowed in me that would grow, Amen! And I just cried and cried. After DARE, I shared with Deaconess about how i got so angry with my bro for not cleaning up after the dog and how i just lost my anger like I haven't been (for quite some time) and how aghast i was. And Deaconess said that this is looking to my self. The flesh has nothing good, so even if i blow it, and lose it or screw up, i do not have to feel condemn, cause Jesus paid for my sins, my temper outbursts, my every dirty and unworthiness. Praise Jesus. Hallelujiah. Deaconess is so precious to me, my blessin. Thank You Abba. And she said that I should stop trying to pull down the revival and just receive. Amen! It's tiring trying to pull down heaven thinking that i can succeed. All i need is to ask, believe and received. In Jesus name, Amen! Thank You Abba, i'm not out of sight nor out of mind, You love me. Your perfect love casts out all my fears. :)) You love me.

& HE ♥ her
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