Friday, January 13, 2006

Thoughts.

Ok. I've realised, these few days I've become very *teh. As in, I felt left out when the bunch of friends I'd recently been hanging out with sometimes forgot my existance. I don't blame them, the group I'd previously hung out with is being negleted, by yours truly, at this current moment. It's just what I feel. No condemnation though =)

I'm sorry, to the second group. I'm sorry. Even though I really didn't like what one of you said that day, it's not good that I induce guilt on you. It feels that you're grudgingly being so nice to me. Well, actually most of the times you are. =) I'm blessed to have friends like you.

And well, for the first group, no, I don't hate or spite you. =) It's just that I should stop trying so hard to get your attention. Trying by my own strength is saying that Daddy God's grace (underserved favour) is useless. You guys like me because of the favour of God, not by what I do. =) Amen. No condemnation. No hard feelings too yea? =)

So I guess, I'm back. Still very *teh, but towards my Daddy. 'Cause I know I can rely on Him. =) Who'll never ever let me down. =)

*teh:
1 Feeling of glueiness to someone or something.
2 To whine and plead in an almost ~~irritating~~ sad and innocent way; making yourself the poor thing you're not.

& HE ♥ her
9:14:00 PM